Everyday struggles!!!

Every time I go out of my house to go to college it’s almost like I’m going out at the warfront, because it’s a matter of survival. The biggest stressor in my life, traveling. And trust me it can be a real pain in the ass. But sometimes something happens that scars you for life. Men, who make traveling a stressor…, I don’t understand why it is so difficult for them to live and let live...how difficult can it be. Why do they have to make sure that every girl that travels in the buses carries with her a traumatic experience? What made them such sadists?? A man humping me, groping me because I made the mistake of standing in front of him, feeling himself while watching I’m sitting with my friend and the latest shagging himself right in front of me… do you know what it feels like when you’re made to feel like an object, a mere object for someone else’s sexual gratification?? A random horny bastard can make you feel that and trust me it’s not a pleasant feeling at all…in fact its almost not fully equal to rape, except people like me are stripped of our pride, innocence , dignity and respect every single day in the buses…Someone said” If you want to change things around you do not wait for anyone else to do it” but in this case I’m so helpless and scared to even make a move (acid throwing, abducting and raping) that I guess like every one else I carry my baggage and move on silently.