Human Insecurities

So how can you ever mollify a person completely? You can say “I love you and only you”, “Trust me”,” I’m gonna be yours forever and ever more”. They are all tried and tested comfort lines. And I did say it all to sanket to assure him that I’m not going to have an affair if I go for my PG, outside Delhi. He thinks I’m gonna throw myself to the first rich, good looking guy that comes along my way ( told you the amazing amounts of trust we have on each other).I don’t think he’s convinced, not that he will ever be. I think even if I marry him, he’s still going to be this insecure. Though he shouldn’t be, considering our track record, as a gender, of being loyal is so much better than that of men. But I understand what he’s going through; because when he was leaving I was feeling the same. Though sometimes, I might enjoy his insecurity (because he acts real cute and adorable, trust me, like a kid), other times if gone unchecked can become a major stressor.
When he was leaving I said” if you ever fall in love, or start liking someone else, I would want to be the first person to know about it”. And he tells me that I’m not even allowed to like anyone, let alone love someone else (see no pressures!! toldya). and when I said it I meant it, because sometimes it happens,” out of sight, out of mind”. We have worked out our long distance relationship for over a year now, ups & downs were always part of it, and I hope we would do so in the future. Hopefully we are still that committed, that we make an effort to sort things out, when they seem to go all wrong. Because that’s love, in a fast paced life!!!