I know anyone reading this blog would call me a heartless peson or worse!!! But honestly I don't care.I hate people who are weak in the face of problems or crisis situations. We all have problems and we all have to bear them.I don't think there is anything admiringly different about me,but there is something I admire in myself and that I don't crack easily.I have the courage to face whatever life throws on me.This blog is oin reference to my mother, who is going through her depreesive stage( I think it's menopause effects).For a week or so I tried being as nice I can,about it, but then I just coouldn't take it anymore.Her constant crying is definitely reinforcing the thought regarding my PG.It's not like she's going through something terrible, sometimes I pity my poor dad to have to face it all,after I'm gone.
I believe "when you have troubles,God gives you the strenght to face it, as well".And my mother being a religoius person,sometimes makes me question her faith in God(though I know I have no right to do it).I just want her to stop whining like a kid,and act as an adult.That probably help me respect her a bit more!!!