The Guilt Factor

I believe one of the worst punishments meted out to mankind, is "feeling guilty". And this guilt can make you do things you won't do in your right mind.Trust me on that!! The very feeling of living in trauma, that someone is going through something horrible, because of you is sucidal. And worse when you don't know what to do about it, because you're torn between the two sides. Oh God save us... I'm in a dilemma and I don't know what to do.It's my mother and we all know how good they are with emotional blackmailing.And she's real good at it,which makes it worse. I think I' m gonna go with the flow, which means I continue to cary my emotional baggage as long as I live!!!