There are days!!!

Everybody has days...I had one too today...sometimes you feel its never gonna end..I have become such a pessimist regarding men,that I get a feeling that I'm never going to marry anyone..Don't men understand relationships???What makes them what they are,I really wonder..This moronic guy I know,who my friend happens to like very much and has been very obvious about it..has a thing for me and guess who he confessed to??none other than my friend...wow..how dumb are guys??don't they notice when a girl likes them,or are they that bad at detecting subtlety...God save me!!!
I cleared things up with my friend,when she broke the news to me...and I know we understand each other well to know that I'm not a boyfriend stealer!!!I just pity the guy who can't see what he is losing out on...and as far as his wishes are concerned that is never happening!!!

WHAT LUCK!!!

Sometimes I wonder why do I even try...yesterday my TISS results were out and guess what I didn't make it,and that's not whats most disappointing..what is..its the fact that jasmine got in,considering she just went there without even preparing..and Linta(my best friend) love her but she is least interested in MSW(she applied because I did) cleared even for MSW..;Life is so unfair sometimes..and so is God,but yeah I LEARNT YESTERDAY THAT HE HAS A PLAN FOR EVERYONE...its just that most of the times my plans don't match with his...
And of course PARENTS who can foorget them...they make me realise that I have not right to feel sad because I didn't work towards it(and I thought every human has a right to feel what he feels)...and wow the icing on the cake is SANKET(my boyfriend) who has been gifted with amazing temperament and patience...who simply bangs the phone on me everytime he thinks he's done talking..need I say more!!!

PRESSURES OF LIFE

It's funny how life can be sometimes so wonderful and other times so unbearable..the pressures of being someone,doing something can be so consuming that everything revolves around it.The security of the environment somehow disappears after college(graduation).And your suddenly treated as an adult,intelligent enough to make your own decisions in life..after years(exactly 20yrs) of parental dependence,you're let free to make choices and then you feel so incapable and scared of making a decision"what if i make a bad decision"..will my parents,friends support me..so you want someone to do that for you..and today i fell the same..I want someone to make the decision for me!!!!!